• 12th February
    2014
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  • 5th February
    2014
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  • 21st January
    2014
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Nobody actually looks like what they really are on the inside. You don’t. I don’t. People are much more complicated than that. It’s true of everybody.

Lettie Hempstock in Neil Gaiman’s The Ocean At The End Of The Lane.

Reading this excerp’s kind of brings me back to reading for various modes class in the last semester. There, I had a pleasure of digging in to personal identity theories for our final assignment paper. I’m glad that it already passed and surprisingly I got a remarkable score for it—though I’m not sure whether it’s really because my work is good enough or the lecturer’s being generous.

  • 13th January
    2014
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  • 10th January
    2014
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  • 7th January
    2014
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Little did I know, I’m pretty messed up right now. But ain’t life suppose to be like that? Nobody wants to stay in the same, exact place and plays safe all the time, don’t they? Er, don’t I?

  • 6th January
    2014
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What do you expect when you’ve clearly known how things will go?

Being back does put me a lot of pressure. There are certain events that prevent my happiness from fully emerging. I do happy about the whole family things, about the free snacks and stuff, about meeting my best buddies, about spending the day reading my untouched babies, about peeping at my handsome neighbor when he’s about to leave, and about many things.

But you see, being back also brings you back to those ‘unhappy’ memories. The thing is, this complicated self is still uncertain whether she wants to completely forget that or just simply put it aside.

That’s funny, though. Why would I even care? People won’t care either, they only hear what they wanna hear. They judge when your explanation don’t fit their beliefs. Why bother spending your time with explanation?

  • 1st January
    2014
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  • 22nd December
    2013
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To the greatest woman in my life, thank you for showing me the true meaning of compassion. I love you to the moon and back! 💞

To the greatest woman in my life, thank you for showing me the true meaning of compassion. I love you to the moon and back! 💞

  • 18th December
    2013
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